Dear Diary,

I just feel like I need to do this now. I have so many thoughts in my head that I need to write down. Ideas for future videos, blogs, contests and other good stuff like that. I gotta write them down so I don’t lose them in my crazy head, hah.

Anyway I’m basically stressed. I feel like I’m always stressed about things but lately I’ve been more stressed than normal. And I’m not sure if it’s just the winter and everything in my last diary. I am not sure what it is but I decided to make a list of some things that I am currently stressed out about, as in, this very second:

• Money – I need more of it.
• Job – I need one.
• School – I don’t know what to get a degree in.
• Exercise – I should start working out and gain weight. High metabolism.
• Scheduling – When do I get time offline? Never. I don’t know what to do.
• Christmas presents – I still need to buy some.
• Love – I’ll just leave it as that.
• Health – Like doctor and dentist appointments. I have to go soon. They creep me out.
• Sleep – I just wish I didn’t have to sleep.
• Emergencies – I’m a first responder. And CPR certified ….That doesn’t mean I know how to do it! I’m suppose to but our teacher never taught us good enough. It freaks me out when somebody starts coughing or whatever.

I just finished my first semester in college and I feel like it was a waste of my time. I keep thinking of it negative way… I don’t even know what I want to do in the future like what I should go to school for.

I fully acknowledge that these are dumb things to be stressed about, because as it’s said, “some people have real problems.” But that’s just how I am: I stress about stupid things all the time, and I try to chill out but it’s sometimes hard. Maybe I’ll start a new hobby…drugs? Drinking? Con artist? Well, I hope you have a stress-free day.

xoxoxo

~~ Kyle ~~